Ok, mad tired. A lot of thoughts running through my mind and I was contemplating where to blog them (since I have another private blog and also the company blog)... But I thought heck, super_fEn is home afterall. All the nitty gritty bits of my growing up.. from the super lame person I was last time till the old and tired one today. LOL! I guess there's just nothing to hide.

Came back from bout 3 weeks trip in New Zealand. Instead of feeling recharged and revitalised or re-inspired, I came back feeling... rather tired. LOL!

And everytime I browsed through friends' facebook, saw their achievement, their life and everything... I can't help but to feel so mini and as though I'm a damn jialat underachiever. I don't think my life has been put to good use at all. All these years of running in the rat race, being so freaking busy and all... for nothing... maybe for a house, but in return for that you have no idea how much of our life we have given up...

I hope this feeling of lousiness will go away, and that I can accomplish something, and not having to envy anyone again.

Tomorrow is mother's day, and I think I'm getting over ambitious like the previous time.. LOL!

Hope everything will turn out as planned!

Damn tired.

Night!

Today I am going to talk about cloth. Or should I call them towel? Tea Towel? Table Cloth? I think table cloth refers to those large pieces of cloth you drape over the table one right? Ok then, tea towel. More atas. We hopped over to IKEA the other day and we were looking for something which I cannot remember... most likely just randomly walking around. Then I happen to spot this rack with colorful towel.. They came in packs of 3, and at a price of prolly bout $2.30 or $2.90. Usually IKEA stuff (even the towels or rug) will have a label of their respective "designer", but this one doesnt have any. Today I took out the green one to use. Damn nice.

It comes with a rough side and a fine side. Rough one to "scrub" away the dirts or stains or clear away the crumbs, finer side maybe just to polish things up a little bit, or general maintainence cleaning.

Initially i didnt have much expectation of this cloth, cos it's so cheap. But when I washed it with water and lightly squeeze off, the cloth became pretty dry. Like almost effortlessly... usually a soaking wet cloth you'll have to squeeze hard for a few times so that the water doesnt drip, but not for this one. I love it man! And it absorbs water almost like a sponge too. I've bought a number of cloths and even the microfiber or chammois, some of them gave off a bad smell in the process of drying cos it became damp damp but not dry and all..... this one I only aired for 15 minutes and it's dry. No smell.

It doesnt ball up with lint, no yucky strands of furrish lint sticking out, and I love it man. Good for cleaning glass.

I am going to stock up on these the next time I go ikea. It's like a treasure found sia. LOL!!!

Yah yah, married already so post household stuffs. Cannot ah? LOL!

Bye bye!!

Good afternoon everybody!

It's a hot humid sunny Sunday. I keep on believing that Sundays are forever Sunny, so far for the Sundays that I noticed, it's all sunny. Maybe some Sundays got rain abit, but I was busy with work didn't notice (especially at office), or busy sleeping away. I have glue on my skin again. Yucks!

Lunch was super duper filling - Lice, Random veggies, Broccoli, Capsicum with minced meat, otah omelette, fish, soup. And then there were fruits too! Green color grape, Cherry, and Jackfruit. AND THEN, there's chrysanthemum tea. WAH!! My tyre is rapidly expanding i think it's gonna explode soon.

Okie so Wu Xia is a 116/112 minutes film, I was expecting alot of fightings, more awesome kungfu stances, but was quite disappointed leh. A bit on the mild side, but I guess it's not a bad thing too. Too much violent during this period might really make me kill someone someday. LOL!!

So I bought a ticket with 2 big barangs in my hands. I was a perfect AUNTIE yesterday - hair messy, lock kok dirty slippers, longer than mid-thigh T Shirt, jeans, haggard face with skin peeling and stuffs. Awesome. Bought a ticket, asked to choose seat. I wanted a seat by the aisle for easy access, so i picked M1. But guess what, it's right inside all the way in, nearest to the wall. So i had to squeeze through a lot of people to get in. Along with my noisy big plastic bags of stuffs, I sure irritate the hell out of a few peeps. Sumore the walkway to my seat was so cramped up. Nice. -_-"

In the midst of movie, received a piece of very sad news from ah woon. Angthommie quit already. Sibeh sian, super duper fking no mood, very demoralised. Told Ben about it, he immediately called me. Sigh... it was later on then i found out the truth behind it. All because of 1 stupid mistake that someone made, he had to shoulder the responsibility and hence the final decision to quit. It must have affected him a lot, and I'm certain there's nothing anyone can do to make him better. Not even a 100 million Toto win. It's other people's happiness afterall.

But I feel that it's a great loss to the industry. He kept emphasising it's just a job, but i feel that's not his true feelings.... He said that just to make us feel better.

The client also another one.... despite being offered so many solutions that can even recreate the perfect scenario, they're still not happy. Full refund also not happy. Now people quit already also not happy. Then what the fark do they want sia???? Can't they just spell it out instead????

Very du lan lor...........

So the news spoilt everyone's mood, and even Ben was feeling super sad...

Went to new house after that, cleaned up the place. Unpacked the clothes, hung them up and use trash bag to cover them cos there's still alot of cleaning and dust flying action around with the reno not done yet. But need to unpack cos no space to put the boxes already... Sigh... it's a small area, comfortable for 2. The walls are pretty hollow, can hear neighbour cough. So imagine if we quarrel or something, confirm hear until cannot hear.

Aiyah, very sad lah....

One source of inspiration and motivation down.